I woke this morning, as I do every morning, with a sense of urgency — ready to rush into my day. Turns out, however, that today was different. Today, my 16-year-old cat became a kitten again.
When Steven was a baby (he came to us, wild and starving, barely old enough to have his eyes open), he loved to sleep on my stomach, to feel me breathing. But I had work to do. So I donned an apron with a commodious front pocket, slipped him into the pocket, and went about my day, a human kangaroo.
Steven is dying of cancer. (Intrepid readers will remember we just lost Banshee last month. Such is life with a houseful of senior citizen animals.) Just yesterday he was morose and miserable, shying away from our petting hands. This morning, however, he woke me by squirming into my arms and purring up a storm. He wanted to sleep next to me again. So, despite the work of the day ahead, I did as God was clearly calling me to do: I spent an extra half-hour cuddling with my dying kitty.
Sometimes we are called to do God’s work in the world. And sometimes, we are called to stay in bed with a warm, soft orange cat. All callings are sacred, no matter how small. Do today what you are called to do. The dishes can wait. Phone calls can wait. But there will never be another chance to love someone at this time and in this place.
Sort of sounds like a prayer, doesn’t it?
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April 26, 2018 at 4:39 pm
rhcwilliams
“But there will never be another chance to love someone at this time and in this place.” Mercy! This is everything. Peace & Blessings to you and your fuzzy heartpartner. Prayers going up right now, dear Lori!
April 26, 2018 at 6:31 pm
KDKH
I’m so sorry about Steven. He’ll need lots of cuddles before it’s done. I’m glad he has you.
April 26, 2018 at 10:15 pm
calensariel
That is so very true. The older a person gets, the more aware of that they become… I said no to God once when that happened to me. It was a hard lesson to learn…
May 8, 2018 at 7:51 pm
Visionariekind
I’mm sorry that your beautiful cat is going through cancer but wow- what a bright light – life indeed is perious