The way I’ve come to look at life is that the the sun is always shining somewhere. This approach helps me through the darker days. Even when it rains, I know the flowers are getting nourished, so there’s always a silver lining.
My son and I had to say farewell to our KitKat this week, so our hearts are heavy. The bright side is, he was here. He was loved. He knew he was loved. Kit had been a stray who found a way to trust a kindly lady who really doesn’t trust easily herself. He made himself at home with us, entertaining us with his 3 AM showing of “Stealth NinjaCat Tears Down Hall, Jumps Onto Bed and Sticks the Landing.”
He’d play mediator when he’d see me walk into my son’s room, remembering those mornings when Cole was in school and I had to raise my voice to wake him up. Everything okay here? KitKat would convey, bumping against my legs.
He’d speak, using the geography of various squares in the house like a Meow Map. If he sat on the bathroom rug, he was saying, Who’s up for a back scratching session?
If he sat on the small washcloth I’d thrown onto the floor to soothe my aching feet (like John McClane in Die Hard, I’d make “fists with my toes”), he was saying, I’m here to comfort you, but also, you’ve put a square on the floor. You must realize all your base are belong to me. It was only six inches across, so my feet and his whole body would be co-existing on that tiny fabric. I have to believe he knew how much it would amuse me.
These little life forms are really a series of small hinges holding the whole structure of the world together, if you think about it. Micro-bursts of blessings that keep us going. We’re going to miss KitKat, but luckily, I’m one of those people who write blog posts about their pets, so I can always look back at those stories and smile. Just as I wrote about my beloved dog, Sheena, when I lost her, beautiful times are the ones I’ll remember.
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November 18, 2018 at 8:10 pm
whisperingleavesblog
Beautiful memories are a blessing for ever. It is incredible how much love God can wrap up in a small amount of fur and purr…
November 19, 2018 at 3:29 am
rhcwilliams
Oh, that’s so true. For such a tiny guy, he really did fill every room. He had a special spot on every armchair, sofa, and throw rug. Blessings to you.
November 18, 2018 at 9:19 pm
loristrawn
What a beautiful and moving tribute, Ruthie! KitKat is no doubt making mischief along with my cat family in heaven. (I told Gussie to watch out for Kit!)
November 19, 2018 at 3:26 am
rhcwilliams
Many thanks, dear heart! That’s one of the things on my mind as I think of KitKat now – I’m hoping Sheena was there to meet him. And now your precious Gussie, too!
November 19, 2018 at 4:24 pm
Visionariekind
aw, heartfelt truly a blessing… this pulls on the heart, (got me) thank you for sharing big hugs to you💕
November 19, 2018 at 5:10 pm
rhcwilliams
Thanks, Krissy, pets really do work their way into our hearts, don’t they? Luckily, they stay there, long after they’ve gone.
November 26, 2018 at 5:42 am
calensariel
Oh gosh, hon. You have my deepest condolences. Some people don’t understand how much they are like our children. There’s just something about caring for a helpless fur baby that nibbles at my heart… Have you ever read the poem “The Rainbow Bridge?”
November 26, 2018 at 5:07 pm
rhcwilliams
Thanks, dear heart. It’s amazing how empty the house feels without KitKat, and he was only about ten pounds. He just had a way of making every room his own, you know? One of the hardest things was breaking down his beloved boxes. Just empty Amazon boxes that he was sculpting into something with his teeth. Generally abstract renderings! Sure do miss him. I never read that poem, but I’ll go look it up online.
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